So I have reached 32 years old! The sheer fact that I have survived this long is nothing short of miraculous! Have decided after some late morning revelations that I am most certainly a G rather than a B, and pretty much always have been! I may have wasted my 20's but ill be damned if Im wasting another year pretending to be someone else!

So its probably worth me writing it down! I am gay! Felt oddly satisfying! Considering that I was always like this in the first place! I need to start living again! Im sick of being 6 feet below my own lies, so from now on I am a truth seeker, and truth teller! So just to put it out there! My name is Liam... Im now 32, I am gay, I am a furry, I am pretty feminine and ill do things my own way from now on! So If people I know dont like that, I shall find new people!

So no more hiding behind walls and masks! For fox sake, I have left the tower and need to do some exploring! I wonder what I will find, in this vast unforgiving wilderness! Perhaps Ill find comfort, maybe solitude, there may be everything I want out there, maybe nothing, maybe just a reflection of myself in a pond! Whatever is out there though Im going for it! Only embers now smoulder where vast walls once stood, and I can finally breathe!

So I will now follow this path, even if it should kill me! I shall march beneath the flourescent banner of a green flaming heart! Attempt to bring aid to those that require it, and vengence to those that would hate! My duty is now to this quest for joy, for myself, for those I loved, for those I have yet to meet!

So now Chapter 31 is over. Chapter 32 starts here, and I am both delighted and terrified at the prospect! The looming shadow of the tower is now a mere speck on a much larger horizon! May it remain there, with all the other prison cells and monsters! May it rot with the rest of the evil! NEVER will I return to such a wretched domain! Towards the light I go!


Thankyou to everyone that has helped me so far and to those that may!

To those struggling with similar problems, it gets easier! Dont lock yourself behind a shameful wall! Burn it to the ground and be free! No one will stop you but yourself!

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