I want to let you know why I seem so distant .
First off I apologize if you think you did something wrong the truth is I'm not very good at being social I have improve a bit since I met all of you even being able to talk and perform in crowds.

It not an excuse ,but I really only have my cell phone for online things so I can't open 3 diffrent windows to talk at the same time as watching a video or I might be drawing on my phone and miss messages.

also I'm kind of single minded focus once I start on somthing like work I kinda push everything to the side.

Also dealing with work and the holidays. I hate bringing my frustration and worries to light all my problems are tiny compared to other people's, but tiny things build up and I hate to unload on friends since I'm not use to having ones I can vent to. so I tend to drop off for a bit till I sort them out. So please don't take it that I don't care or that I hate you I just have

To all of you that read this jumble mess of thought
I thank you, you are truly wonderful people