So one thing I've learnt the hard way is, don't make time for people who won't make time for you...

Like seriously don't do it they will just use you to the full extent that they are able to, its sad but its happening to me a lot lately. Me and my fiance just got engaged 2 weeks ago this Saturday and certain people have made no effort in accepting that we will be husband and wife one day soon, and they seem to think he is worth their time but I am not. It honestly makes me feel like I'm never going to be accepted by anyone, like am I a embarrassment to them, am I annoying? Like I would like to know these things, so I know if it is me that I can change my behaviours if it is that or am I just someone they would rather use at their leisure.

I know one thing is I don't want these people at my wedding they have proven themselves not worthy of being called friends and I will be damned if they think they're coming.

Anyways I can't post certain things on my page on FB as it would cause a argument and I don't feel well enough to be in that predicament, mentally or physically.