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2020 A New Decade. A new Beginning.
6 years ago
Hello there everyone. Its been a while. First off i just wanna say, holy cow im so glad 2019 is over, i know last year was hell for a lot of people apparently but i can't assure you my year was far from a piece of cake.
to sum things up, i've had family loss, family issues, money issues, lost my job, health issues that required urgent care. if i went into it all in full detail id be typing all day. im still constantly having dreams about half the things that went on. last year was easily the year i was most inactive with the community by far. i've noticed its been getting worse every year and i really want to apologize. i've realized this as far back as late 2018, and because of that my goal for 2019 was to turn everything around, be more professional and just claw my way to relevancy again. But that didn't happen. last year really opened up my eyes. i saw what and who was constantly dragging me down. i just struggled to want to work on anything, and even the stuff that i did finish... i don't know, i just got it somewhere in my head that people just didn't want to see it. that people wouldn't like it or even knew i existed anymore. i became really self conscious more so that usual last year.
for 2020 i realize ive been in this community for well over a damn decade, holy moly, the years fly by so fast. Sometimes i think back to the earlier days when i was another cringy sonic OC creator with a big ego for some reason. i didn't know how to act, i feel like i disrespected people through out the years, and i really want to apologize. i feel like since those days ive definitely grown and matured a lot. i know im not perfect but ill still do what i can to make people happy. i just wanna say thinks to those who stood by me for so many years and kept me going. so many of you are wonderful people and im ever so grateful to get to know you and interact with you.
As for my goals for 2020 forgive me if they are the same as pretty much every year but its true. i would like to be more active here again. same list of stuff, more streaming for sure if i have something that can be at least, infact my streams will look a bit more vibrant this time around. for coms ill be putting up a new price sheet and will make a new TOS, i feel its really needed now so me and everyone whos interested is all on the same page. more art of course, i still have a backlog of completed stuff yet to be posted. and of course hopefully better quality.
lastly i just say what i mean for the title. Yes i consider this a new beginning, not just for my mindset and motivation but literally a new beginning. like a reboot for my OCs. something i wanted to do last year but im glad i held off because the extra time let me see the flaws in a lot of characters and let me get the pieces shaded which i think really makes them pop. i also addressed complaints that people had with their backstory and personalities, who knows maybe your favorite may look drastically different? or not, who knows. but for sure the tone will be much more defined.
anyways thank you if you stuck around to read all of that. i've had a lot to get off my chest these past 7 or so months.
TL;DR 2019 bad, 2020 probably good, family,money,mental,physical issues, thank you for the support, expect 16 times the snake action.
to sum things up, i've had family loss, family issues, money issues, lost my job, health issues that required urgent care. if i went into it all in full detail id be typing all day. im still constantly having dreams about half the things that went on. last year was easily the year i was most inactive with the community by far. i've noticed its been getting worse every year and i really want to apologize. i've realized this as far back as late 2018, and because of that my goal for 2019 was to turn everything around, be more professional and just claw my way to relevancy again. But that didn't happen. last year really opened up my eyes. i saw what and who was constantly dragging me down. i just struggled to want to work on anything, and even the stuff that i did finish... i don't know, i just got it somewhere in my head that people just didn't want to see it. that people wouldn't like it or even knew i existed anymore. i became really self conscious more so that usual last year.
for 2020 i realize ive been in this community for well over a damn decade, holy moly, the years fly by so fast. Sometimes i think back to the earlier days when i was another cringy sonic OC creator with a big ego for some reason. i didn't know how to act, i feel like i disrespected people through out the years, and i really want to apologize. i feel like since those days ive definitely grown and matured a lot. i know im not perfect but ill still do what i can to make people happy. i just wanna say thinks to those who stood by me for so many years and kept me going. so many of you are wonderful people and im ever so grateful to get to know you and interact with you.
As for my goals for 2020 forgive me if they are the same as pretty much every year but its true. i would like to be more active here again. same list of stuff, more streaming for sure if i have something that can be at least, infact my streams will look a bit more vibrant this time around. for coms ill be putting up a new price sheet and will make a new TOS, i feel its really needed now so me and everyone whos interested is all on the same page. more art of course, i still have a backlog of completed stuff yet to be posted. and of course hopefully better quality.
lastly i just say what i mean for the title. Yes i consider this a new beginning, not just for my mindset and motivation but literally a new beginning. like a reboot for my OCs. something i wanted to do last year but im glad i held off because the extra time let me see the flaws in a lot of characters and let me get the pieces shaded which i think really makes them pop. i also addressed complaints that people had with their backstory and personalities, who knows maybe your favorite may look drastically different? or not, who knows. but for sure the tone will be much more defined.
anyways thank you if you stuck around to read all of that. i've had a lot to get off my chest these past 7 or so months.
TL;DR 2019 bad, 2020 probably good, family,money,mental,physical issues, thank you for the support, expect 16 times the snake action.
Anywho, best of luck to ya!