With 2019 and a whole decade closed, I'm reflecting how my life has gone the last 10 years.... It wasn't completely awful, but I have some regrets. I wish I already graduated college, I wish I hadn't spent the last 5 years at my cruddy job, I wish I had done more art and advanced my skills more, I wish I wasn't so depressed or had this much anxiety, or dated the wrong person. But all of it's a lesson learned I guess, that's what life is.
As of now I've quit my job and a huge weight has been lifted from me. I've committed to doing 18 units this semester and I have plans to live my life this year and enjoy those around me and possibly kickstart something art related, or atleast take a job that won't drain me so much. I want to feel like I'm enjoying things in life again. So, here's to a new decade!