so yeah.this internship is over yesterday and now i've just arrived at my home.it has been a hella semester.i should be happy about this.but man, january has been a depressing month.not in my life, it's actually pretty good on my side.but the news man.the WW3 scared me and the bushfires saddens me. and now with this corona virus, it threatens me.i know i'm 100% safe from it right now.but hearing the news that it spreads like wildfire rapidly makes me overthink that it will eventually reaches me.i live in a, not-busy but fairly big city.i'm in Palembang of Indonesia (goodbye Bangka!).with that in mind, i have this thoughts in my head that the chance the virus enters this city is not slim.you know, i get paranoid and anxious very easily.you might not believe it, i had a nightmare 2 days ago that i got the virus (then i wake up).hopefully this rumor that the virus can be killed by alcohol and hot temperature is just as credible as getting a hot shower would take them off off you.let's see what the world will be like in another 6 months.
(btw i heard regular face mask is not gonna help the virus infiltrating your body.you need a special mask that works.what's the name for that product?)

okay let's talk about my internship.i always keep this vague. i went to a hospitality school.back in 2017 (what a lousy year that was to me), i was given 2 choices of what school i can go to, animation, or hospitality.these 2 choices were made from my interests.first of, animation.you know i draw, that's why i'm interested in animating.easy logic.
and secondly, hospitality (or hotel work).this was just a mild interest i got when i was still in high school.whenever i pass a small billboard from a hospitality school inviting you to enroll for studying there, it got my attention and interest.also I LOVE HOTELS.i love several public establishments like the airports, the mall, the swimming pools and hotels included.i loved hotels as a child whenever me and my family goes to vacation.so yeah, it was a tough decision to make, but i left animating behind and chose hospitality.aaaaand....kinda regrets it.the work sucks.it's not that it's hard.i have 3 complaints about it now that i have experienced it for 6 months.
it's tiring.you move a lot.you don't stand around, or sitting behind a computer.it tires me at the end of the day that sometimes demotivates me to eat outside and just cook myself instant noodles.but i kinda don't mind about this.looking at the bright side, i just treat this as some daily exercise.i lost 5 kilos in this internship and gain muscles around my arms, legs, shoulders and butt.this reason i don't mind but onto my second and third reasons.
it's Time wasting and Mundane!!! i got a life to live and hobby to do.but this job takes 1/3 of my day and 6/7 of my week.if you're a staff member you get 5/7 in your schedule.sure that is an improvement but that is still a lot of work time compared to your free time.and the work is the same everyday.there's nothing new.you just keep this hotel clean.that's it.there's nothing exciting and fun about it.
what is your work? how long do you work in your profession? is it boring at first and you'll get used to it?
hopefully i can get a job in a cruise ship later, but i heard from people that it's not as good you'd think (i'm still interested though).
btw, once i graduate later around first months of 2021, if you have a connections to this line of work, can you contact me about it? lol.this place pays less than they do in outer countries.

alright, now that i have my normal life back, which means saying my schedule is back once again, i THINK i will get to draw more again.here's my plan, i'm doing a YCH right now.once that's over i will try to open a commission with readjusted prices.if no one's interested i will make another ych.if it doesn't sell/after that's done, i will draw a fanart of something.or maybe i'll continue 'sleeping away' or any other sketches i haven't continued.

good night and have a safe day guys.