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I never want to talk about my problems.
5 years ago
But recently some tough crap has been happening, from reasonable to straight up dangerous.
Firstly, College. College has been draining me recently, and it's okay, I'm learning and working on stuff on the career, it's actually interesting and I like it pretty much, it just gets tedious when you keep getting projects and excessive homework, but that's honestly the least reason to write this, all I'm saying is that College is slowing me down on Commissions, and I hope you all understand, thank you.
I've been considering on making a Patreon, but my anxiety and lack of confidence makes me doubt if it's gonna be a good idea, I'm not paywalling anything or something, but I'm struggling to find a way to keep things equal and fair for everyone, it has come to this because commissions have been actually helping me out alot, I got to pay a ton of things in my home, gear, sometimes even college itself. But I really want to keep my passion to draw going and avoid getting it stale and see it like a job to withstand life and such, a year where the 90% of my drawings were commissions, don't get me wrong, I love your ideas guys! But I've also been wanting to draw some things for myself, my characters, concepts, etc. I just want you to understand why I want or need to make a patreon, I'll do my best to keep everything equal and still give some rewards to those who are willing to support me, thanks everyone.
Friendships, when it comes to friends or most likely, friend groups, people come and go, and they are free to do so, but you can't never avoid that one friend in your group that backstabs everyone for nothing, no sympathy, no rational thought of their consequences, just threw everything to the trash can, the reason? Hell if I know, not even they know. I know it's very stupid to throw shades at someone in a rant but that person really has done damage to me and others, even though I wasn't their focus and if I was, I would've care way less, but they messed with my friends really hard, and I'll spite anyone who does that. If you, the person I'm talking about is reading this, stop watching my content, I know you are, you don't deserve love, art, friends, nothing. You deserve ending up alone so the only person you can hurt is yourself. Human misery, attacks when you least expect it.
Talking about, in no less than a week, my family has been affected by 2 robberies, the first, in the workplace of friends and uncles/aunts, armed robbery, beatings and death threats, they took money but nobody needed medical assistance, thank god.
And 2 days later turns out someone breaks into my house and steals a wallet with credit cards and IDs, our lives could've ended there but thankfully none of us were harmed, I'm not giving more details since anyone can read this and blah blah.
Thing is this year has been really rough on me and I feel I had to let you guys know, as I've been drastically slowed down, but I'm not going, I'm doing my best to stay on foot and I'll do everything to chin up the upcoming months, I've just had to talk about this for a bit because at some point, even the toughest stone cracks.
I appreciate you took the time to read, see you next drawing.
Firstly, College. College has been draining me recently, and it's okay, I'm learning and working on stuff on the career, it's actually interesting and I like it pretty much, it just gets tedious when you keep getting projects and excessive homework, but that's honestly the least reason to write this, all I'm saying is that College is slowing me down on Commissions, and I hope you all understand, thank you.
I've been considering on making a Patreon, but my anxiety and lack of confidence makes me doubt if it's gonna be a good idea, I'm not paywalling anything or something, but I'm struggling to find a way to keep things equal and fair for everyone, it has come to this because commissions have been actually helping me out alot, I got to pay a ton of things in my home, gear, sometimes even college itself. But I really want to keep my passion to draw going and avoid getting it stale and see it like a job to withstand life and such, a year where the 90% of my drawings were commissions, don't get me wrong, I love your ideas guys! But I've also been wanting to draw some things for myself, my characters, concepts, etc. I just want you to understand why I want or need to make a patreon, I'll do my best to keep everything equal and still give some rewards to those who are willing to support me, thanks everyone.
Friendships, when it comes to friends or most likely, friend groups, people come and go, and they are free to do so, but you can't never avoid that one friend in your group that backstabs everyone for nothing, no sympathy, no rational thought of their consequences, just threw everything to the trash can, the reason? Hell if I know, not even they know. I know it's very stupid to throw shades at someone in a rant but that person really has done damage to me and others, even though I wasn't their focus and if I was, I would've care way less, but they messed with my friends really hard, and I'll spite anyone who does that. If you, the person I'm talking about is reading this, stop watching my content, I know you are, you don't deserve love, art, friends, nothing. You deserve ending up alone so the only person you can hurt is yourself. Human misery, attacks when you least expect it.
Talking about, in no less than a week, my family has been affected by 2 robberies, the first, in the workplace of friends and uncles/aunts, armed robbery, beatings and death threats, they took money but nobody needed medical assistance, thank god.
And 2 days later turns out someone breaks into my house and steals a wallet with credit cards and IDs, our lives could've ended there but thankfully none of us were harmed, I'm not giving more details since anyone can read this and blah blah.
Thing is this year has been really rough on me and I feel I had to let you guys know, as I've been drastically slowed down, but I'm not going, I'm doing my best to stay on foot and I'll do everything to chin up the upcoming months, I've just had to talk about this for a bit because at some point, even the toughest stone cracks.
I appreciate you took the time to read, see you next drawing.
i know that feeling , last year someone stole my father's car...was brand new, after 3 months a group of teens armed stole...and to make thing worse , it was a model that was made for handicap people....thank god that father was not harmed.
relax star things will get well , do what you need to do , these robbers SCUM will pay for sure , maybe not in this plane but they are screwed.
stay safe
Take your time to recover man you more than deserve it.