Rising up/TemTem up
5 years ago
I know it has been a very long time since I last posted anything on FA. I promise you though I am not dead and I tend to look and fav alot of art.
2019 was definately a very long year with alot of twists and turns. Alot of small happy victories and alot of terrible heart breaking moments. I made a lot of wonderful amazing friends and lost some very treasured and close friends, even if they didn't feel the same. It was definately a year of fire I will definately say that and moving to 2020 it doesn't seem to want to let up. But with every fire has to come rain to put it out. I have had alot of terrible things happen to me last year and I won't lie I have done some terrible things myself, but I am just trying to move forward with my life and definately the biggest things I wanna do is expand on some new ocs, move out this year, and share it with the friends I love.
First off I want to come out and say that I am in a relationship with
DibTheYeen who I originally met on Super Animal Royale (where my fursona originated from) and we have been happily together for quite a few months now. Most of my time has been devoted to spending as much time with him. So please give him some love <3
Second is I got super into TemTem. The day after I returned from the Dallas regional I picked up TemTem and have been playing it almost every day sense. I hope that I can provide some competitive footage soon, since I am in desperate need of a break from Pokemon and that goes double now that Incinaroar is now legal in competitive VGC. Soon to follow are my first set of TemTem ocs. I have absolutely fallen in love with the game and hope that it continues to grow. You should be seeing some new ocs from me soon.
Now on to a bit of a darker topic. I really want to get out of this house. Awhile back my sister wanted to trade computer desks, but I decided to keep my current desk for the fact last time we traded desks I gave up my computer desk which had all my IRL art supplies built into it for a the equivalent of a stool which was barely standing. This made my sister mad so she complained to my mom about it and my mom got mad at me for not giving up the desk. It kinda just hit me all at once. How could I be so blind to what is going on. My sister owes my parents over $500, but she doesn't pay them and my parents don't press her on it because...
she uses her kids and the thought of not letting my parents see them to twist their arm and what makes it worse is since they can't make her pay up or put in her share of work that they make me do the heavy lifting. It makes me sick to my stomach this shit is happening in my family. I love my family, I really do, but I hate that this silent blackmail is letting my sister get away with so much. I just want one thing now and that is to be free. So my goal this year is to move out and I know I can. I can and will be free...
2019 was definately a very long year with alot of twists and turns. Alot of small happy victories and alot of terrible heart breaking moments. I made a lot of wonderful amazing friends and lost some very treasured and close friends, even if they didn't feel the same. It was definately a year of fire I will definately say that and moving to 2020 it doesn't seem to want to let up. But with every fire has to come rain to put it out. I have had alot of terrible things happen to me last year and I won't lie I have done some terrible things myself, but I am just trying to move forward with my life and definately the biggest things I wanna do is expand on some new ocs, move out this year, and share it with the friends I love.
First off I want to come out and say that I am in a relationship with

Second is I got super into TemTem. The day after I returned from the Dallas regional I picked up TemTem and have been playing it almost every day sense. I hope that I can provide some competitive footage soon, since I am in desperate need of a break from Pokemon and that goes double now that Incinaroar is now legal in competitive VGC. Soon to follow are my first set of TemTem ocs. I have absolutely fallen in love with the game and hope that it continues to grow. You should be seeing some new ocs from me soon.
Now on to a bit of a darker topic. I really want to get out of this house. Awhile back my sister wanted to trade computer desks, but I decided to keep my current desk for the fact last time we traded desks I gave up my computer desk which had all my IRL art supplies built into it for a the equivalent of a stool which was barely standing. This made my sister mad so she complained to my mom about it and my mom got mad at me for not giving up the desk. It kinda just hit me all at once. How could I be so blind to what is going on. My sister owes my parents over $500, but she doesn't pay them and my parents don't press her on it because...
she uses her kids and the thought of not letting my parents see them to twist their arm and what makes it worse is since they can't make her pay up or put in her share of work that they make me do the heavy lifting. It makes me sick to my stomach this shit is happening in my family. I love my family, I really do, but I hate that this silent blackmail is letting my sister get away with so much. I just want one thing now and that is to be free. So my goal this year is to move out and I know I can. I can and will be free...
Seriously, I must've gone in with too high of expectations. Crema singlehandedly turned me off to the game through nonsense patches like the Saipark (nothing like endgame content before half of the game's plot is done, right?) and the utterly stupid Luma rate nerf (they were already rare, why nerf the rates?) But nothing is as much ofan obvious stinker as Temtem's take on breeding. It's just...bad. Very blatantly bad. So bad that I decided to quit and uninstall for the time being until they improve their act, instead of balancing as much of what players have *now* as if it were the endgame.
Sorry to rant, but Temtem is kind of a trigger for me these days. I hope you do indeed have fun with it, because for me, I got burnt...
Saipark never hit me as enjoyable tbh. Week one was just super bad trying to sell the chance of a shiny Oceara and barnshe for such a high price and low chance was just bad. I really wanted Barnshe, but not worth the time hunting for one. The Luma rate never bothered me as finding shiny pokemon in pokemon now means absolutely nothing as it is easy to get one, people abuse glitches in the raids to get guaranteed shinies, or people just hack in shinies so nerfing luma's doesn't bother me as it is more of a treasure to find them then to disappointment.
As much as I don't mind the breeding system, I do admit that I have been caught coming up short with fertility and boy that is like having a door slammed on your fingers and boy is it frustrating. But I understand why they did it since making money and clones of perfect SV TemTem would make this game to easy to rinse and repeat
Luckily in the roadmap they revealed that in Ranked match making all SVs and levels of TemTem scale up so the only time breeding perfect SV TemTem is necessary are battling specific players, in game tourneys, and the club battles which are coming late winter 2020
Heard about your trip to the Pokémon tournament! Happy that you had a fun time there Spectre. Wish you that you'll be able to find a new place to live at soon enough and also the best for your relationship with your mate. =3
If you ever feel like clowning around together, I'm happy to perform and chat! Though of course have an understanding of you getting busy.
Nice totogreets from Shiny, as well! *walks on a ball holding a balloon* 🎈(^.=.^)