The world is cruel. (tw: death/drugs) [hiatus]
6 years ago
General
Before I get into the meat of things, and you read any further, the jist of the situation is there is going to be hold on most of my current art projects. I will still be working a little, as art has always been a coping mechanism of mine, but the coming weeks for me will be very, very difficult.
TW: Death/drugs, some venting
My dad passed away Sunday, March 22nd 2020. Presumably of a drug overdose. (It will be a few weeks until we get the toxicology report.) I am his only next-of-kin, as an only child to an unmarried man. He has no will... This is very sudden and unexpected. I hadn't spoken to him in almost 2 weeks.
It's my job to decide what to do with all of his belongings and assets. I'm the only heir. His parents (my grandparents) are also devastated. And among all of this coronavirus bullshit, I'm limited in what I can do for his funeral. Funeral costs are also going to be a thing, since he didn't have life insurance. Funerals are fucking expensive.
I'm only 21. I barely know how to do fucking taxes. This is just. So unfair. I'm so fucking mad at him for being a dumbass and getting involved with those drugs. With that stupid stripper chick. He was a good man and didn't deserve those people.
If you need a fucking needle or a blowtorch, don't do that drug. Don't fuck around with chemicals. They will destroy you and your family. I'm so fucked up by this.
TW: Death/drugs, some venting
My dad passed away Sunday, March 22nd 2020. Presumably of a drug overdose. (It will be a few weeks until we get the toxicology report.) I am his only next-of-kin, as an only child to an unmarried man. He has no will... This is very sudden and unexpected. I hadn't spoken to him in almost 2 weeks.
It's my job to decide what to do with all of his belongings and assets. I'm the only heir. His parents (my grandparents) are also devastated. And among all of this coronavirus bullshit, I'm limited in what I can do for his funeral. Funeral costs are also going to be a thing, since he didn't have life insurance. Funerals are fucking expensive.
I'm only 21. I barely know how to do fucking taxes. This is just. So unfair. I'm so fucking mad at him for being a dumbass and getting involved with those drugs. With that stupid stripper chick. He was a good man and didn't deserve those people.
If you need a fucking needle or a blowtorch, don't do that drug. Don't fuck around with chemicals. They will destroy you and your family. I'm so fucked up by this.
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At any rate, with the current state of the world, maybe society will fall apart. Stay strong, friend, the pain from loss is. Something else. But at least I'm not alone.