I get that im unimportant to ppl but i feel like im not being heard and i feel very lonely at times. i feel that i have pissed ppl off and depress ppl. i get that im hopeless and very frustrating to deal with but am i really that bad of a pain to you? if i am, im sorry everyone... i feel like im running out of reasons why i should exist but i guess no one would care either way. i dont deserve anybody anymore... i honestly fee that you guys would be much happier if im gone...(i would rather hint it out instead of spitting it out) i would like to make ppl happy but if everybody would be much happier if im gone then what else do i do? im sorry if your tired of me, i do struggle alot on the daily and honestly... i just want to be with my grandmother who is in the heavens.... she dies when i was 13. now that im 20 ive never felt so lost in my life... if what im saying disappoints anyone, plz tell me why...