READ THIS! Been pressured socially, starting fresh, new a...
5 years ago
Hey everyone, it's been a while.
I'm going to be posting previous artwork that I wanna show. It may not be polished or finished, but there's so many pieces on my HD that I've wanted to show so badly, that nobody's ever seen. It's a shame. I had become convinced that my art would hurt or offend people, because of either their subject matter, or social... complications. I've never meant to hurt -anybody-, and my art deserves to be shown. A lot of supportive people have been trying to tell me this, and you know who you are. I love you guys/girls.
I've tortured myself with guilt because I can't respond to every kind (or unkind) message I get, in messengers or otherwise. I've needed to realize that it's okay for me to be a little withdrawn. That doesn't mean I can't be a good artist or that I don't care about anyone. I have to accept my own limitations and stop feeling guilty that I can't be a master at balancing so many social things at once.
I need a fresh start to put my mind at ease. If you want to message me, please do! I love talking to people, especially my friends, but I can't guarantee I will respond immediately. The feeling of being on call 24/7 eats away at me, I can't handle it. I want to respond when I can, but it won't be immediate or even fast sometimes. I hope you can accept this about me. Again, I don't mean to hurt anybody.
You all have shown me so much support through commissions and donations that you deserve a better version of me. I am going to take care of business, and not let this fear interfere with my business anymore.
I'm going to be posting previous artwork that I wanna show. It may not be polished or finished, but there's so many pieces on my HD that I've wanted to show so badly, that nobody's ever seen. It's a shame. I had become convinced that my art would hurt or offend people, because of either their subject matter, or social... complications. I've never meant to hurt -anybody-, and my art deserves to be shown. A lot of supportive people have been trying to tell me this, and you know who you are. I love you guys/girls.
I've tortured myself with guilt because I can't respond to every kind (or unkind) message I get, in messengers or otherwise. I've needed to realize that it's okay for me to be a little withdrawn. That doesn't mean I can't be a good artist or that I don't care about anyone. I have to accept my own limitations and stop feeling guilty that I can't be a master at balancing so many social things at once.
I need a fresh start to put my mind at ease. If you want to message me, please do! I love talking to people, especially my friends, but I can't guarantee I will respond immediately. The feeling of being on call 24/7 eats away at me, I can't handle it. I want to respond when I can, but it won't be immediate or even fast sometimes. I hope you can accept this about me. Again, I don't mean to hurt anybody.
You all have shown me so much support through commissions and donations that you deserve a better version of me. I am going to take care of business, and not let this fear interfere with my business anymore.
I reiterate this a lot too but, I'm happy to see any art from you lol. There's a reason I watched you in the first place, and it was to see your tfy junk, and you do it. Even if it's unfinished, or just a sloppy idea, those are good filler between any big one you do! So keep at it!
I hope you only continue being the best you, as you've always been great at doing!
You're a legitimately amazing person. I always look forward to seeing something from you, no matter how simple or complex. I really hope things continue improving for you~ They should do.
I wish you all the best of luck!
I'm glad that you want to submit new artwork.
And about your health, take care of it!
Good vibes, and try to think positive.
squeezes you tightly
As I told you before, don't let these negative comments get onto you too much. Tis a difference between negative comments and constructive criticism. Negative comments can simply be ignored. If they don't like it, it is their problems. Not yours. You don't need to load the problems of other people onto your heart and shoulders too. So just keep on going what you love, like and adore and show it to us, so we can enjoy your art all the more. ^.=.^