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5 years ago
Hey everybody. It's been a long while.
A lot's been going on, and in order to get it all out, I made a blog over at Blogspot, which you can find here:
https://kulbara.blogspot.com/2020/0.....ting-this.html
I wanna keep this journal simple and short. Anyone who truly wants to know what's been going on with me can click on the link and read about it in-depth. When I wrote this I was trying to be as detailed as possible, but summarizing my mental state is very difficult and time consuming. I may likely write more blog posts in the future about things I didn't cover. But all in all, this will be a repository for all the complicated stuff in my brain.
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For people that don't want to read that much text, (which is totally understandable btw, no shade!):
I believe I have a mental illness, or at least severe anxiety and/or trauma. This is why I've been gone so long and haven't been posting.
I'm trying to come back online and post again. I want to draw and stream again gently at first. I want to get people's commissions done. I've been gone for a long time from friends, and I want to talk to everybody again so much, without having to bombard them with novel-length explanations about everything.
I really miss you all, I'm still super TFey, and there's been some absolutely amazing TF artwork. <3
To all my extremely patient commissioners, I know it's been too long. I fully intend to finish my outstanding commissions, and I may have some difficult conversations ahead of me. But I need you all to know that I never intended things to go down this way, and I intend to make good on everything.
A lot's been going on, and in order to get it all out, I made a blog over at Blogspot, which you can find here:
https://kulbara.blogspot.com/2020/0.....ting-this.html
I wanna keep this journal simple and short. Anyone who truly wants to know what's been going on with me can click on the link and read about it in-depth. When I wrote this I was trying to be as detailed as possible, but summarizing my mental state is very difficult and time consuming. I may likely write more blog posts in the future about things I didn't cover. But all in all, this will be a repository for all the complicated stuff in my brain.
---
For people that don't want to read that much text, (which is totally understandable btw, no shade!):
I believe I have a mental illness, or at least severe anxiety and/or trauma. This is why I've been gone so long and haven't been posting.
I'm trying to come back online and post again. I want to draw and stream again gently at first. I want to get people's commissions done. I've been gone for a long time from friends, and I want to talk to everybody again so much, without having to bombard them with novel-length explanations about everything.
I really miss you all, I'm still super TFey, and there's been some absolutely amazing TF artwork. <3
To all my extremely patient commissioners, I know it's been too long. I fully intend to finish my outstanding commissions, and I may have some difficult conversations ahead of me. But I need you all to know that I never intended things to go down this way, and I intend to make good on everything.
Thanks much Coast, cheers
Thank you for being there for me still, even after all my dumb silence. I'm rooting for you too
Just know, if you need someone to talk to, even if it's mostly a one sided conversation, or rant, I can lend that wing, even if I am just listening. It's mostly the only thing I can offer to help.
In any case, I wish you the best.