So I haven't had much time to do anything since the pandemic started. I am an essential person due to working in a pharmacy. I am seeing first hand how shit is going down and it has not been good. Due to my mother being immune compromised I have not been able to see my children or my parents since Feb. I do talk to them on the phone and via text but it is getting harder every fucking day to keep going. My doctor upped my Zoloft and that has helped a bit but I'm getting so mentally and physically exhausted.

Spartacus has also started a new job where he is also essential. He's now a security guard (being a veteran they hired him on the spot). As such some of the places he goes to have become dangerous (Walmart as an example).

These are trying times and I just wish things would start to look like there as hope of it getting better. But there isn't.