Hiatus on Everything, Commissions Included
5 years ago
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Going on hiatus on all stories related to FA for a while. Don't know when I'm gonna work on them again.
Could be a week.
Could be a month.
I'm not sure.
"...JT, what happened?"
Not gonna go into it. Two years ago, ironically around this exact same time, I made a journal saying that I was burnt out.
Guess what happened again last night?
No, I'm not physically ill, like I was in 2018. No, nobody in my immediate family has the coronavirus, as far as I'm concerned. But I reached a point last night where I was not......feeling well. And, um....I had to talk to someone for an hour before I felt better. And even then I don't think I'm "better." I don't just feel as shitty as I did last night. I'm not going into detail about what happened; PM me or message me on Discord, Telegram, what have you if you're really curious.
But I basically reached a point where I need time for myself.
I know everyone's upset. I know everyone's worried. I know everyone's dying and depressed and stressed and angry. I am fully aware of that. But if I don't take an extended amount of time focusing on myself, I am going to shut down completely from everyone forever.
Like I almost did last night.
"What about the commissions you still have in your queue?"
You're gonna have to wait. I'm not gonna bother sugar-coating it. Just be patient until I feel better.
"Is this why you crashed again?"
No. I don't want commissioners thinking this is why this is happening. Commissions are only a small fraction contributing to this decision. Everyone who has commissioned me this year has been very patient and understanding, and I thank you for that.
"This still doesn't change the fact that I paid money for a story from you and you haven't provided me with the product you promised. Not being a dick or anything, just telling it like it is."
This is fully understandable, and I do not disagree with this statement. But if you feel this way, and you cannot give me some personal time to myself so that I'm mentally capable of doing commissions, give me your PayPal address and I'll give you a full refund and cancel it altogether.
Anyway. That's it. Hopefully I'll feel better sooner than later.
Stay safe and all that.
Could be a week.
Could be a month.
I'm not sure.
"...JT, what happened?"
Not gonna go into it. Two years ago, ironically around this exact same time, I made a journal saying that I was burnt out.
Guess what happened again last night?
No, I'm not physically ill, like I was in 2018. No, nobody in my immediate family has the coronavirus, as far as I'm concerned. But I reached a point last night where I was not......feeling well. And, um....I had to talk to someone for an hour before I felt better. And even then I don't think I'm "better." I don't just feel as shitty as I did last night. I'm not going into detail about what happened; PM me or message me on Discord, Telegram, what have you if you're really curious.
But I basically reached a point where I need time for myself.
I know everyone's upset. I know everyone's worried. I know everyone's dying and depressed and stressed and angry. I am fully aware of that. But if I don't take an extended amount of time focusing on myself, I am going to shut down completely from everyone forever.
Like I almost did last night.
"What about the commissions you still have in your queue?"
You're gonna have to wait. I'm not gonna bother sugar-coating it. Just be patient until I feel better.
"Is this why you crashed again?"
No. I don't want commissioners thinking this is why this is happening. Commissions are only a small fraction contributing to this decision. Everyone who has commissioned me this year has been very patient and understanding, and I thank you for that.
"This still doesn't change the fact that I paid money for a story from you and you haven't provided me with the product you promised. Not being a dick or anything, just telling it like it is."
This is fully understandable, and I do not disagree with this statement. But if you feel this way, and you cannot give me some personal time to myself so that I'm mentally capable of doing commissions, give me your PayPal address and I'll give you a full refund and cancel it altogether.
Anyway. That's it. Hopefully I'll feel better sooner than later.
Stay safe and all that.
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