Was informed today after work that my grandmother has Stage 4 liver cancer and was given 4 months to live. Soon she will be moved from the hospital to hospice care or in home hospice. Either way i don't know if I can bring myself to go see her. I've been for years struggling with a darkness and even just this has set me back. Though i feel going to see her might possibly rip the soul from my very body and undo everything i have overcome. I will say that any support emotionally is greatly appreciate.