So, i finally passed 1000 Followers here. Woot! I guess. Honestly I'd hoped for this years ago and tried to make it happen by picking up art and interacting with others. I was so fired up when I first started out drawing. This was something I could do! Even though looking back at some of my stuff from early on is embarrassing.

Sadly my art just never seemed good enough. it was obviously not great and I guess I made some improvement over time, but the support was just not there like it seemed to be for others, I tried to be more intrinsically motivated but I just couldn't maintain it, i'd put so many hours into things then post them for the world to see and it was just like it barely registered . So, at some I lost my spirit, the fire is embers now, it's still there just not so strongly I draw once in a while now.

I guess the extended time it took to reach and the fact that I passed this point long ago on twitter lessened the special-ness of it, a lot. I think I planned to do something for it like a kiriban or something but I don't remember or feel like it now.

Anyways, here I am . Hooray.