Hello all hope your all keeping safe during these troubling times were living in, this message is both a update and rally call to anyone who wants to hang out :3 so lets begin.


So the day before Christmas eve of last year i fell down my brother's apartment stair case (which are made of cement blocks on a metal frame) i do not remember what caused me to trip and slip but i fell the full flight and split the back of my skull open and was to the person who thankfully was walking there dog that night said i was laying unconscious in a pool of blood in front of blood covered stairs the woman who found me called 911 and even fallowed me to the hospital which im glad she did as i was not carrying my phone or wallet at the time of my fall so my options to get home were limited to none, When i woke up in the hospital i was hooked up to a blood bag and morphine tube i was informed by the doctor who was working on me that i had suffered a major cranial fracture and lost three pints of blood from my head alone and had to have 40 plus stitches to close the surface skin now this was a while ago now and i have made a near full recovery but this was yet another near death experience to add to a ever growing list, Fallowing that a few weeks later my fiancee of 3 years and girlfriend of 10 plus years broke off our engagement sighting issues in her life that made it hard to juggle me life and family so i agreed to break off the engagement for now which left me in a state of dismay but i've gotten over it we still talk and all that even if its only a few minutes a day, i recently was put up for a promotion within my store at little ceasers which as of writing this has been put on hold due to covid, i have been doodling at work trying to find the will to start drawing again but with my current medicine and lack of "inspiration" i have no drive to do so nor the time in the day or night to sit and draw a well done picture for one to two hours so to my watchers who expect art from me soon i'm sorry i am trying but i'm failing i miss doing requests and gifts for the people i love and admire so just keep bearing with me, i got a VR headset last year and a new pc this year after saving up a while to refit my old 16 year old computer meaning i can now start to do streaming for my gaming and finally become a twitch streamer like some of my friends.

now to rally! if anyone wants to hang out and game with me i have a discord set up and still working on it heres a list of games i'm currently playing on a daily basis send me a note if you'd like to get my info:

Mechwarrior 5 and mechwarrior online: As a member of the DSX unit im always on training and building better mechs so hit me up if your game to play some stompy bois

7 days to die: Currently based on the grindhouse servers i hop on 7 days to just unwind and blast zombies

Overwatch: trying to reach the pro level and maybe one day join my local pro team the houston outlaws

Conan exiles: recently got the game after wanting it for a while and would love to have some peeps to play with

Arma 3: because i like army games and role playing i often spend a few hours on here on the infantry side of things

Dead island: More zombie mayhem!

Monster hunter world: Mainly got it to play with my brother and his friends but as of late i have a long way to go to catch up to them lol


have a nice days to anyone who read this ^_^ hugs and kisses