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Second Comming out: Demi-Male
5 years ago
That was a Great Recording session. Time to tell you about my day! :-3
I have been doing a ton of internal thinking this lock down, And I am finally ready to admit something I have been at odds with for many years.
I have always sternly said I am cis gender, but the more I said it the more it made me cringe at myself. It felt a little stilted and off most of the time. Even when I am in the position of power I never really felt man enough. there I times I do not feel like a man, but I have never been unhappy in my skin. I love my body, I love it greatly. But I have never 100% been at peace with my gender. I have spoken a big game about being cis and how that is never changing, but I think that was because I was scared of coming out. Some days I just feel so motherly. Most days I am the daddy. Some days I am the alpha male, but sometimes I am that little girl who wants to feel pretty.
Last night I helped someone come to terms with a big something in their life, and it has given me the confidence to finally say this publicly.
I
AM
DEMI-MALE
This won't change who I am or how I present to much, but you may see me wear some more fem presenting stuff in the future. I am still Alpha pup templar. But now, even just posting this, I am more at peace with myself.
I have always sternly said I am cis gender, but the more I said it the more it made me cringe at myself. It felt a little stilted and off most of the time. Even when I am in the position of power I never really felt man enough. there I times I do not feel like a man, but I have never been unhappy in my skin. I love my body, I love it greatly. But I have never 100% been at peace with my gender. I have spoken a big game about being cis and how that is never changing, but I think that was because I was scared of coming out. Some days I just feel so motherly. Most days I am the daddy. Some days I am the alpha male, but sometimes I am that little girl who wants to feel pretty.
Last night I helped someone come to terms with a big something in their life, and it has given me the confidence to finally say this publicly.
I
AM
DEMI-MALE
This won't change who I am or how I present to much, but you may see me wear some more fem presenting stuff in the future. I am still Alpha pup templar. But now, even just posting this, I am more at peace with myself.
