I am having nausea, headaches, fevers, pain in my upper chest, horrible stomach pain,
a scratchy throat and occasional but not frequent shortness in my breath.

What this means is I most likely have some sort of flu like illness. My doctor has scheduled me for a drive through covid-19 test. I am terrified, and I ask for everyone to please pray for me in whatever way you believe during this time.

If you're pagan I want you to send me your positive energy and pray to your gods. If you're Christian I want your light and prayer through God. If you're not religious, please just keep me in your thoughts.

It doesn't matter what you believe, I just ask for your prayers the way that you believe in them. I'm really afraid and until I get the test tomorrow, and the results later I will be flooded with these painful feelings of anxiety.

The thoughts that run through my head the most are having covid and not making it through. What if I died and left my boyfriend behind? He needs me. I don't think he can relate to a lot of people and I worry about what would happen to him without me.

My husky is a rescue and he doesn't do well with other people that he isn't comfortable with. He would have a rough time being rehomed, and may have to be put down because he does fear bite. I can't put him through any more trauma. He was abused as a pup and rehomed way too much. He's a sweet but challenging dog that needs lots of love and extra care.

My best friend has autism and is beginning to get care. They haven't done so before and I fear what would happen without me there to push them through it.

I just can't leave this earth yet. I have way too much to do for my loved ones. Please pray for me however you can and give me support during this scary time.

With Love and Thanks,
Sherbert Fox