So one thing I do in my spare time is meditation now there are many tools and tricks of the trade to meditation.

but one thing I like doing just letting my mind wander into new world so that I can create new stories.

One of my stories ghost waifu

currently it isn't finished I took a long break from it but I think I might get into it basically a violent death causes his Spirit to haunt a local area are protagonist in his loneliness falls asleep while having one of his usual nights in his man cave the ghost sees him and his attempted to harm him but because he left a porno.

like most spirits and ghosts who longed for connection and human interaction begins to watch it because he leaves play most times of the night before going to sleep she appears to begin watching it and certain feelings long extinguish after she died begins to evolve and grow even in her corporeal form.

Well later he somehow ends up in some kind of relationship with her because as she begins to experience more connection with him she begins to evolve and grow a more physical form that allows her for touch and yet long story short lots of crazy hardcore kinky sex.

but just being able to close my eyes and travel to this kind of world when I meditate it really does kind of just helped us escape everything you know I think deep down we all want just a little bit of escape from all the shit that's going on.


I've been playing a lot of fallout 76 I'm trying to do the final quest I have become death yeah doing this shit is a fucking bitch especially reclaiming the silos I know that you can play the game in single player but God damn it the way that they kind of have the in-game stuff set makes it kind of like it is a game that needs to be played in multiplayer LOL.

well things with my job are kind of going good I know I don't make these journals all that much I guess I'm just kind of writing it down so I can feel like I matter and I have a voice so many people are protesting all across the world to let their voice be heard and I guess in a way this is my way of protesting my loneliness.

I hope you all enjoy the new commission I have gotten with the money that I'm making for my new job and that new hours I might be getting more commissions.