Here I am back again after a super long time. Sometimes being a parent and teacher sucks. Either it is frowned on to do furry things or there is no time. I miss the fandom. I think my hubby does too. Maybe I am just loosing my mind in covid shelter-in-place. I did dye my hair pink....not light pink like Poppy the troll hot bubblegum pink. Now I am doing professional development live on zoom as the only teacher with hot pink hair.....I'd rather be making fur suits or have the ability to go to cons or meets again. Meet friends again....I would also like to have the option to not be a martyr.... Want to know a secret? If they refuse to follow the covid safety guidelines I might quit..... what good is being is teacher if your dead right? When I think back to all the things I gave up as a teacher and look how readily society is to throw me "under a bus" for their own convience it really makes you want to rethink your career path. Dont know what else I would do though.....for now I feel like I am just being blown around in a breeze like a leaf with no clear path or control ... I miss the times before .....