I feel like I am having a midlife crisis or maybe just a crisis? Not only am I dealing with shelter-in-place, recovering from distance learning while simultaneously caring for a 2 and 4 year old, I recently found out my real mom died. Have not seen her since I was 6. She has had nothing to do with me since, but it was still a shock to get the call from the sherriff......Now I am waiting on baited breath to find out if I will have to return to work or not, if they will be following any safety guidelines or not, while simultaneously trying to get multiple googleclassroom certifications and taking a physics class so I can pass the physics certification test and remain employed.... I have been coping by bleaching my hair over a month and dying my hair hot bubblegum pink......maybe I have finally lost my mind. The pink is taking a long time to wash out of my hair.....I doubt I can go this pink at my place of employment in fall.........So maybe I need a new hobby. I would love to work on a suit just for me. I do not know of what though....I think it needs pink hair.......