That moment you realize that sometimes someone hasn't changed as much as you have hoped. And end up disappointed in yourself for trying to see the good in that person and praying that person had grown enough for you to at least be friends with them only to be shown you were a total moron to do so. Yeah those tears that come when you are angry happened, and you the sad part is you aren't even angry at the person in question, you are angrier at yourself. You are disappointed in yourself. You just want to slap yourself. The moment you realize that maybe you might have put the ones related to that person in an awkward situation by even reaching out again. Or the moment someone you fell for once that was actually related to the aforementioned person end up being semi stuck in the middle because you want them in your life any way you can have them but the other person just wants to keep spreading exaggerations, embellishments, and lies about you.

The moment you realize that they were just talking about you for days behind your back, that they were talking about getting back together with you a single parent when they had a relationship going strong at that point in time that they didn't even tell you about. The moment that you finally prove to them they aren't perfect themselves and they have to justify their actions by bringing up the past which they made no reference to with regards to what started the whole disagreement in the first place. The moment you tell them that you are still far from perfect because humans always for their whole lives7 continue growing and learning new things about themselves and life as a whole and that you are only human just like the rest. But they just want to call you names and make you the only problem even though you are admitting to your failings but yet they have yet to admit to theirs............ Yeah, that moment sucks. That moment made me cry angry tears at myself... that moment I will get over it and I will push forward.