I fell out of life again..
Recently I found out that a person who is not indifferent to me got sick with a virus.. a virus that everyone is talking about right now..

This is just my guess..
We haven't been in touch for very long, (one year) But I know that even if he was ill, he wouldn't tell me about it.

For some time, he said that he was not feeling well, the temperature was rising... I asked him to see a doctor, but he refused. he said that he could cure himself with home pills.. But alas, that will not do here, for this is real..

He worked in a cafe. Recently said that he on vacation. What I could be happy about with the thought: "finally, he will have a good rest".

But he wrote: "I will on vacation for a long time. At all".

And then delete this message..
He writing that the vacation will last 2 weeks. As if the previous message was a joke. But I don't think so..

You know, there is an expression "between the lines" - this is when you write the truth, but veiled from the interlocutor, hoping that he will catch it, and if not, then fine..

So it seemed to me that his message about a long-term vacation was such a message..

After this event, I withdrew into myself. Communicating with him was an exciting process, because I knew that he could lie to me so that I didn't worry about him too much.. But you can't fool your heart..💔

From the moment we communicated with him, my heart began to feel everything that was happening in his soul. His sorrows and experiences rang in my heart with a sharp pain.. Even if he didn't talk about them directly, I could feel it..
Eheh... Yes, this may all seem unreal to you, a fiction... I will not force you to believe in this sense of" connection " with a person. But it is..