I've come to the conclusion that I no longer have time to really do anything anymore. And seeing as how commissions keep getting put on hold or end up being delayed/stalled/what-have-you, I'm cancelling commissions altogether from this point forward.

"But what if I already paid and the commission's currently a WIP?"

I'll finish your story. Unless you're tired of waiting and want a refund. In which case I'll give you back all your money and cancel your story.

"...Will you ever open commissions again?"


Not unless I lose/quit my job. And/Or not unless it's an absolute emergency and I desperately need extra cash. But I don't see the point in doing commissions when it's taking me over a month just to do one and some people are getting irritated with how long it's taking me to give them an update. And in many cases I don't even finish it.


"But I thought you said you were okay with doing my idea!"


I was.

Then I got suspended from FA for a week.

Then the beer virus happened.

Then I had a mental breakdown and had to put everything on hiatus.

Then the world decided to start burning everything.

Then my job decided to start putting new procedures in place for absolutely no reason except to stress out its employees.

So.


I'm getting to a point where I can't enjoy anything I do because I have to turn everything I do into some kind of chore. So when I actually get around to doing commissions, I have zero motivation to work on them. Because it just feels like I'm doing more work when I've already spent all day working and/or have to go to sleep early to wake up early for work. And then I come home tired. I got a Nintendo Switch for my birthday and I've only played the damn thing one time in two weeks.


I'm just.......just tired.

I'm just tired of not having energy to do anything.