Oh no, that's so shite D:

oh no i'm so sorry ; ;
maybe try drawing some fanart for a game you like? just simple lil sketches of your favorite character/s or creature designs?

I dun play FF but it looks super dope ;( I'd join you if I could lel

i'm still so sorry about your poor baby; it's damn near impossible to face the loss of the one we consider so special. ily and give you all the hugs in the world 'cause I know that pain is some of the worst to deal with im always here if you need a chat

as for drawing idk man sometimes consuming new media rly helps me aha. have you watched mob psycho or the midnight gospel at all?
suggestionssss idk i really love your rainbow kandi-kid designs so maybe like a spacey lisa frank leopard with a bunch of saturn symbols and star pupils n shit and is a space witch of somesort

or like

a colorful rivetheadpunk goat god

or

a cyber/solarpunk plant bot

IDK I CAN KEEP GOING LOL

you're strong as fuck, don't you forget it ok <3

Very sorry to hear about your friend..

I hope you're still trying to keep moving, internally AND externally, because atrophy is REAL (let me tell you about my weak, skinny art muscles lately)

Fuck the anxiety, I mean, I am wracked with it much of the time BUT seriously.. Drop the caffeine, get some CBD(or just a delicious treat), put on some music, turn off your fucking phone and CREATE SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL YOU GORGEOUS BEAST

<3