I haven't been well for a long time (serious post)
5 years ago
Here is my original Rabbit sona Ref sheet!--> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6028275/
Here is the Ref of my Sona as a Mouse/Rabbit hybrid-->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9734246/
I AM CAPTAIN GORDON FREEMAN OF THE INTERGALACTIC HOUSE OF PANCAKES ORDERING YOU TO OPEN!
Beginning of the journal~~
Here is the Ref of my Sona as a Mouse/Rabbit hybrid-->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9734246/
I AM CAPTAIN GORDON FREEMAN OF THE INTERGALACTIC HOUSE OF PANCAKES ORDERING YOU TO OPEN!
Beginning of the journal~~
so just wanted to come out and say that I am not in a good place and haven't been in a good place in a LONG time. This isn't really a call for help or anything of that nature. Just wanting to put out a message to anyone who i may have dropped contact with or stopped responding to.
-I recently found out I have an extreme hormonal imbalance. I found this out after passing out behind the wheel. Luckily I was not harmed (car was fucked though)
-lost my job due to said hormonal issue. (Between no energy or motivation and passing out while working...yea)
-Found out there is a medicine that helps. It's expensive and being paid for by my family because of my lack of work. (thank god for my mom)
-medicine has some nasty side effects. yay.
-haven't had any IRL friends since college...6 years ago.
-And even if I want to go out and try to make some...i don't have a clue where to go and with Covid it's not a good idea.
so yea that's life for me right now and the foreseeable future.
-I recently found out I have an extreme hormonal imbalance. I found this out after passing out behind the wheel. Luckily I was not harmed (car was fucked though)
-lost my job due to said hormonal issue. (Between no energy or motivation and passing out while working...yea)
-Found out there is a medicine that helps. It's expensive and being paid for by my family because of my lack of work. (thank god for my mom)
-medicine has some nasty side effects. yay.
-haven't had any IRL friends since college...6 years ago.
-And even if I want to go out and try to make some...i don't have a clue where to go and with Covid it's not a good idea.
so yea that's life for me right now and the foreseeable future.
FA+

And thanks for the stuff you've posted over the years. May seem silly right now, but I've lurked your stuff for ages and always enjoyed it.
I don't have any magic solution, but with all the shit right now it just feels good to know there are other people going through similar stuff. It's so easy to blame yourself for stuff that just happened.
*hugs* Always here for you though! Even if it can't be in person right now. ;~;