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I DON'T like being touched
5 years ago
I don't like being touched without permission.
Why? Because I want consent. I don't want people to put their hands on me without permission. Like sometimes when people say excuse me to me when they're walking by they'll grab me by with their barehand by my bare arm and that fucking sucks! Sometimes I'll grab them back, but sometimes I'll be too scared and I'll just let it happen. I wish they could just say excuse me without grabbing me but sometimes they grab me anyway.
Also grabbing me is what a lot of my bullies did and sometimes I'd grab back but sometimes I wouldn't.
Plus I don't know where people's hands have been or whether they washed them or not! Even if they did wash them I still don't want them touching me. And plus touching feels uncomfortable.
Sorry if this isn't an adequately structured journal I just can't get this thing out of my head.
I wish I had more confidence to grab people back when this happened or at least back away.
I may write more later but this is all I have.
Why? Because I want consent. I don't want people to put their hands on me without permission. Like sometimes when people say excuse me to me when they're walking by they'll grab me by with their barehand by my bare arm and that fucking sucks! Sometimes I'll grab them back, but sometimes I'll be too scared and I'll just let it happen. I wish they could just say excuse me without grabbing me but sometimes they grab me anyway.
Also grabbing me is what a lot of my bullies did and sometimes I'd grab back but sometimes I wouldn't.
Plus I don't know where people's hands have been or whether they washed them or not! Even if they did wash them I still don't want them touching me. And plus touching feels uncomfortable.
Sorry if this isn't an adequately structured journal I just can't get this thing out of my head.
I wish I had more confidence to grab people back when this happened or at least back away.
I may write more later but this is all I have.
If it's "the lack of sense" then explain.
Or someone like me, who are unable to speak proper sentences due to that I stutter every time I try to talk?
Are you gonna dishonor us, or are you gonna respect us?
us means people having the issues I mentioned
I'm sensitive to touch, maybe I should've mentioned I have asperger's syndrome. It doesn't feel good when someone does it unless I consent to it.
But heck, I have Autism. I almost never socialize IRL
It is a natural thing. The "excuse me" is usually an indication of inbound contact, so brace yourself.
There is nothin' you can do about it.
I guess we just don't connect on this issue thing.
Just try not to say things like you're not going to point out the lack of sense.
Also sometimes it's impossible to avoid crowds because they're everywhere.
Sorry for the late reply.