So ee, what’s going on?
5 years ago
Hi guys, finally checking back in. Been battling many sleepless nights. I either sleep too much or too little. Same with eating.
My mom’s passing, has been difficult. Mostly because it took a month of fighting with her Doctor and the Funeral home. Before I was finally able to get her death certificate and the viewing date of the cremation.
So I apologize the delay on the Art. It’s been hard to focus with that plus my boyfriend moving in my house (to help with the bills) so much has gone on in the past month.
Tho, as I mentioned before, I finally can put my mom to rest on the 27th and focus on the next chapter of my life. I don’t want to, I cry even as I write this. But one chapter of my life has ended and a new one must begin.
I have so much work I haven’t uploaded. I have started work on the sketches for all those who donated. I just haven’t had the energy to post anything, anywhere. I don’t want my art to die. My mom died and she never judged my for my “sexy cat girls” (as she called it) my mom loved my art. And yes she knew I was a naughty artist. She supported my work anyways.
That being said. I have been so low and so beaten down by life lately. That I almost felt like my art was dead.
I wanted to die.
So many regrets filled my heart and I just wanted to give up.
But that’s not any way to honor the memory of my Mother. My mom was the best she could be for me. And I squandered my time, because I felt like I had more time. No one knows how much time we actually have. So for that reason and many others; I am not giving up.
I am not giving up!
Not on Art,
Not on Life, and
Not on Me.
That is what is going on with me. I apologize For the delay. I love all the support from my furry fam, friends and family. It has not gone, unnoticed. I see you all. I want to let you know that. You all are my reasons for not giving up. I’m Kicking and screaming; but I am still here.
Good things
&
Many Blessings to all
-ee
My mom’s passing, has been difficult. Mostly because it took a month of fighting with her Doctor and the Funeral home. Before I was finally able to get her death certificate and the viewing date of the cremation.
So I apologize the delay on the Art. It’s been hard to focus with that plus my boyfriend moving in my house (to help with the bills) so much has gone on in the past month.
Tho, as I mentioned before, I finally can put my mom to rest on the 27th and focus on the next chapter of my life. I don’t want to, I cry even as I write this. But one chapter of my life has ended and a new one must begin.
I have so much work I haven’t uploaded. I have started work on the sketches for all those who donated. I just haven’t had the energy to post anything, anywhere. I don’t want my art to die. My mom died and she never judged my for my “sexy cat girls” (as she called it) my mom loved my art. And yes she knew I was a naughty artist. She supported my work anyways.
That being said. I have been so low and so beaten down by life lately. That I almost felt like my art was dead.
I wanted to die.
So many regrets filled my heart and I just wanted to give up.
But that’s not any way to honor the memory of my Mother. My mom was the best she could be for me. And I squandered my time, because I felt like I had more time. No one knows how much time we actually have. So for that reason and many others; I am not giving up.
I am not giving up!
Not on Art,
Not on Life, and
Not on Me.
That is what is going on with me. I apologize For the delay. I love all the support from my furry fam, friends and family. It has not gone, unnoticed. I see you all. I want to let you know that. You all are my reasons for not giving up. I’m Kicking and screaming; but I am still here.
Good things
&
Many Blessings to all
-ee

WildMonkey1990
~wildmonkey1990
Yes! Your mother will have wanted you to go on for sure, hey she's the one who put you in this world and the newer generation is supposed to live way after the older generation. Keep your head up girl, you're one of the strongest minded people i know <3 I wish you the best!

ee
~ee
OP
*hugs and kisses* thank you. I know we didn’t start out as friends. But u have been a wonderful fur furiend , always there and I love u for that 💕

WildMonkey1990
~wildmonkey1990
yea i care for everyone :) just also gotta be there for someone that had lost a close family member, i know what it feels like :(

ee
~ee
OP
*hugs* 😥

Anarchity
~anarchity
So sorry all of this has fallen on you, dear. I wish you nothing but happiness and growth ! Feel free to poke me on telegram if you need me <3

ee
~ee
OP
I got a new phone and never put telegram back on my new phone. I will soon tho. I miss ya 🦋🙏💚

Anarchity
~anarchity
Miss you too bbgurl

ee
~ee
OP
💖💖

ee
~ee
OP
I am working on your piece right now. So keep an eye out for a note soon