What a fucking kick in the gut.

For nearly a year I have known this person, the last two months of that year I didn’t hear much From him, yet I supported, loved and cherished him with all my heart.

I have been honest, loyal and yes I fucked up here and there completely at times, but I bounced back, I ran back, apologising.

I — If I am honest, I am shattered to lose a person who I called a best friend, who I trusted with information that I would tell no other. That I spent everyday trying To cheer up, Draw them art pieces and to keep positive and bring them up.

I spent money on them and invested my feelings toward them, I let them see every aspect of my life and now I’ve just been dropped on my ass.

I know this sounds like an entire guilt trip, but it’s not, it’s how I feel. It’s what I’ve done for this person.

I just don’t know how someone could be so mean to me, especially when I actually haven’t done anything wrong this time.

I am grieving because I held them so close to my heart and I loved them like a best friend should.

I’m sorry, but this is mean and I hope you learn from this and don’t do it to any other person. Treat them with kindness and be honest. It’s all a human being wants.

I hope you have an amazing life, I hope depression leaves you alone, I hope you get married to the love of your life and live that happy life.
Your lies just aren’t for me, baby, and that’s okay.
💔