Mania
5 years ago
General
I had a manic episode the other night.
I hurt Flickie badly. Shattered his trust. He has no intention of leaving me, and he seems ok now... but I threatened my life in a major way. He had to physically restrain me. I was going to leave and do god knows what.
I remember the night intermittently...
I tried to ruin the relationship.
I tried to make him hate me.
I reverted.
This stemmed from an anxiety attack that I took out on him, but it is NOT an excuse. I have to control my mania.
I hurt Flickie badly. Shattered his trust. He has no intention of leaving me, and he seems ok now... but I threatened my life in a major way. He had to physically restrain me. I was going to leave and do god knows what.
I remember the night intermittently...
I tried to ruin the relationship.
I tried to make him hate me.
I reverted.
This stemmed from an anxiety attack that I took out on him, but it is NOT an excuse. I have to control my mania.
Letrune
~letrune
Is there any sort of therapy or something for it? If there is, can I help?
Catt
~catt
OP
I'm in therapy. I just had a hiccup from stress.
Letrune
~letrune
I hope it gets better soon... Any way I can help, please tell me.
Catt
~catt
OP
I will keep you in mind. I'm doing a little better.
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