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I am woman, hear me groan
5 years ago
The past couple of years have been difficult, and 2020 has certainly been no exception.
I divorced my wife, have been continuing HRT to transition to female, and I've been getting help with my depression, anger, and anxiety through medication. But it's been a bumpy road since I stopped taking everything for a few weeks after the divorce process began. Regardless, I'm happier living as the woman I've always felt I was supposed to be, regardless of the difficulties that come with it. The divorce sucked, but ultimately I am better off and can, I hope, eventually find somebody whose life I can improve but I do not need to 'fix.'
I've done a lot more work with 3D models over the past year or two, which has been great, but at the same time I have drawn next to nothing for at least a year and it is proving to be very difficult to get back in to it. I want to, deeply, but in the meantime I am happy to be improving other skills.
That's about it for this journal. I want to try to update my gallery and journals more frequently, but I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing just yet. We'll see what the future holds.
Right now I'm primarily focusing on getting through the days.
I divorced my wife, have been continuing HRT to transition to female, and I've been getting help with my depression, anger, and anxiety through medication. But it's been a bumpy road since I stopped taking everything for a few weeks after the divorce process began. Regardless, I'm happier living as the woman I've always felt I was supposed to be, regardless of the difficulties that come with it. The divorce sucked, but ultimately I am better off and can, I hope, eventually find somebody whose life I can improve but I do not need to 'fix.'
I've done a lot more work with 3D models over the past year or two, which has been great, but at the same time I have drawn next to nothing for at least a year and it is proving to be very difficult to get back in to it. I want to, deeply, but in the meantime I am happy to be improving other skills.
That's about it for this journal. I want to try to update my gallery and journals more frequently, but I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing just yet. We'll see what the future holds.
Right now I'm primarily focusing on getting through the days.
Did you know that my android character, Mal Function (as featured in my user icon) was inspired by a Glitch character I had in Starbound? Your Floran icon made me think of that. =)