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A overdue life update. RIP Zena, RIP Charlie.
5 years ago
its been over a year since my las journol wher we got Kenji. Or newst memebr of the family. Hes growing up, healhy, playfull, but not very cuddly. I love him, but hes very much a brat. Sadly no long after we got Kenji, our oldest cat Zena's helth started o go on the slow decline. She was a heavy cat, suffering from hip and joint pain. Needless to say that kenji and her didnt really get alone. Specially when kenji go old enough to do what male cats do. It was decided that we couldnt let Zena be in pain. Her QoL was dropping and we knew it. So we made the choice to pu her down. She was taken to the vet Febuary 5th, 2020 and laid to rest. No more pain, no more suffering.
Come January more bad news strikes. My father, age 56, Passed away in jacobsburg, Ohio due o heart complications do to hypothermia. He wasnt discoverd until January 26th, 2020. I loved my father. He might not have been the best father for my as a young adult, but he was there when i needed him. But I wasnt there when he needed me. I bailed because I hated having to deal with the old man, his father, my grandpa. I wanted out. A operunity came, I took it. That failed and left me with two options. Go back to OHI and my dad but be in a bad situaion, or go to NY and be with the rest of my family. I choose option 2. He died alone, and cold, and I never got the chance to say goodbye. Hes home now, in a box, next to Zena.
All in all the year 2020 can die in a fucking hole filled with napalm and burn to ash. never to be spoken about again. Add on to tha Covid-19, the several life impacting situations with me or my friends, lifes been rough. We even plan on leaving NY state in a year and a half to two years. Thats assuming my brother can get a better paying job, mom can get the surgeries done to both her feat and go back to work, and I can get my mental issues and physical issues deal wih.
I did get my EIP finally after waiting 3 months becaue the IRS had a issue sending them out in several staes, including NY. And im rying to make that stretch as much as I can.
So yea, 2020 sucks, and i want it to be over.
Come January more bad news strikes. My father, age 56, Passed away in jacobsburg, Ohio due o heart complications do to hypothermia. He wasnt discoverd until January 26th, 2020. I loved my father. He might not have been the best father for my as a young adult, but he was there when i needed him. But I wasnt there when he needed me. I bailed because I hated having to deal with the old man, his father, my grandpa. I wanted out. A operunity came, I took it. That failed and left me with two options. Go back to OHI and my dad but be in a bad situaion, or go to NY and be with the rest of my family. I choose option 2. He died alone, and cold, and I never got the chance to say goodbye. Hes home now, in a box, next to Zena.
All in all the year 2020 can die in a fucking hole filled with napalm and burn to ash. never to be spoken about again. Add on to tha Covid-19, the several life impacting situations with me or my friends, lifes been rough. We even plan on leaving NY state in a year and a half to two years. Thats assuming my brother can get a better paying job, mom can get the surgeries done to both her feat and go back to work, and I can get my mental issues and physical issues deal wih.
I did get my EIP finally after waiting 3 months becaue the IRS had a issue sending them out in several staes, including NY. And im rying to make that stretch as much as I can.
So yea, 2020 sucks, and i want it to be over.
