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A rant and reflection
5 years ago
(cuz that's what FA journals are for, right?)
I'm in such a complicated situation that I can only blame my personality for.
Everybody I know likes me. I don't know a single person who hates me.
But there lies the problem; I'm everyone's friend. And not all of those friends like each other. In fact there's a very hard split, there's no "mildly dislike", it's a straight up HATE split between them.
I'm in a kind of Switzerland position where I'm on nobody's team; because I'm everyone's friend. It sounds ideal, but it really isn't. Because it tears me apart.
My people reading skills are absolute garbage, but my personality turns everyone into a friend whether they're a good person or not, and this creates the divide in my friend group that tears me down the middle
I can't talk about one person from the other group without causing a mega vitriolic outrage from the other and I hate it. I dug this hole myself and I don't know what to do about it.
I'm in such a complicated situation that I can only blame my personality for.
Everybody I know likes me. I don't know a single person who hates me.
But there lies the problem; I'm everyone's friend. And not all of those friends like each other. In fact there's a very hard split, there's no "mildly dislike", it's a straight up HATE split between them.
I'm in a kind of Switzerland position where I'm on nobody's team; because I'm everyone's friend. It sounds ideal, but it really isn't. Because it tears me apart.
My people reading skills are absolute garbage, but my personality turns everyone into a friend whether they're a good person or not, and this creates the divide in my friend group that tears me down the middle
I can't talk about one person from the other group without causing a mega vitriolic outrage from the other and I hate it. I dug this hole myself and I don't know what to do about it.
