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5 years ago
Dear lovely watchers/ followers/ supporters. I think it's a good time to announce to you'll my status those days.
But skip this if you don't care about me.
Tons of things happened this and last month... I'll make it real simple.
My grandpa(father's side) passed away while I’m in the military this summer, by cancer sickness, not the corona. (Corona is barely a thing in Taiwan, really, google it)
And last month my uncle went fishing, his body been found by the shore after 4 days of missing. He's only 39yrs old...
And... probably one of the worst.
My Mom tested out she got cancer cell metastasis... after 6-7 years since her breast cancer recovered.
It sprays to liver and lungs recently, which is two of the worst place having the highest death rate ... :C
The doctor and us know it's not that common cancer cells still metastasis after such a long time, so it may be mutation instead of just simple metastasis, so my mom is doing target treatment right now.
Which is the medicine can kill all kinds of bad cells and also good cells. People under this treatment will be extremely weak after a while, and the death would come after if it doesn't go well. But it also depends, some people can hold up to a few years, some last only a few months.
Sometimes I cheer myself and people around me, it could be worst...it could be worst.......and yeah......it literally can.
Just last week, my grandma(mother's side) lost consciousness by brain stroke/ intracerebral hemorrhage.
It's the second time in this three weeks already. This time is way more serious...her coma scale has only 6... (3 is the lowest) She's still hospitalized right now.
I don't really know how to feel about all this seriousness of shits to be honest...
For me, I'm super worried about my mom, but my mom worried about her mom, while she has to take care of her body.
And there were two funerals on my father's side back to back, tons of process and family business needs to go through still, and have to take care of his family as well...
I'll be fine, but the people around me are under even more stress.
I'm just glad the military thing force me to come back this summer, and the online classes allowed me to stay at home with my family. That will be enough for this point I just cherish every day with family.
My older sister just came back from Japan, for all these shits last week. She's still under 14days quarantine but I'm excited we can reunion after I don't know how many years!!
Now to my watchers/ followers/ supporters. Umm... I don't need help from you guys, thank you!! Don't get me wrong!!
At least for now, we don't need funds or money for living and all those medical treatments, my family would take care of this. And I don't need any advertising for my account or Patreon. I wouldn't be trying to get things from you guys by using my "Sadness Card"
I appreciate people liking my works, doesn't matter you're old or new to me. I would say I love you ALL, but some of you are assholes cuz... you know... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I'll be depressing and it'll be hard for my last year of college, but I won't stop working.
I'll still be opening ych or commission, creating personal works, and be around the internet. I really appreciate all the watchers and followers, and especially my supporters, my Patrons.
And of course, all of you read this journal.
Hopefully I'll make another update about everything is better.
Thanks <3
But skip this if you don't care about me.
Tons of things happened this and last month... I'll make it real simple.
My grandpa(father's side) passed away while I’m in the military this summer, by cancer sickness, not the corona. (Corona is barely a thing in Taiwan, really, google it)
And last month my uncle went fishing, his body been found by the shore after 4 days of missing. He's only 39yrs old...
And... probably one of the worst.
My Mom tested out she got cancer cell metastasis... after 6-7 years since her breast cancer recovered.
It sprays to liver and lungs recently, which is two of the worst place having the highest death rate ... :C
The doctor and us know it's not that common cancer cells still metastasis after such a long time, so it may be mutation instead of just simple metastasis, so my mom is doing target treatment right now.
Which is the medicine can kill all kinds of bad cells and also good cells. People under this treatment will be extremely weak after a while, and the death would come after if it doesn't go well. But it also depends, some people can hold up to a few years, some last only a few months.
Sometimes I cheer myself and people around me, it could be worst...it could be worst.......and yeah......it literally can.
Just last week, my grandma(mother's side) lost consciousness by brain stroke/ intracerebral hemorrhage.
It's the second time in this three weeks already. This time is way more serious...her coma scale has only 6... (3 is the lowest) She's still hospitalized right now.
I don't really know how to feel about all this seriousness of shits to be honest...
For me, I'm super worried about my mom, but my mom worried about her mom, while she has to take care of her body.
And there were two funerals on my father's side back to back, tons of process and family business needs to go through still, and have to take care of his family as well...
I'll be fine, but the people around me are under even more stress.
I'm just glad the military thing force me to come back this summer, and the online classes allowed me to stay at home with my family. That will be enough for this point I just cherish every day with family.
My older sister just came back from Japan, for all these shits last week. She's still under 14days quarantine but I'm excited we can reunion after I don't know how many years!!
Now to my watchers/ followers/ supporters. Umm... I don't need help from you guys, thank you!! Don't get me wrong!!
At least for now, we don't need funds or money for living and all those medical treatments, my family would take care of this. And I don't need any advertising for my account or Patreon. I wouldn't be trying to get things from you guys by using my "Sadness Card"
I appreciate people liking my works, doesn't matter you're old or new to me. I would say I love you ALL, but some of you are assholes cuz... you know... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I'll be depressing and it'll be hard for my last year of college, but I won't stop working.
I'll still be opening ych or commission, creating personal works, and be around the internet. I really appreciate all the watchers and followers, and especially my supporters, my Patrons.
And of course, all of you read this journal.
Hopefully I'll make another update about everything is better.
Thanks <3
Hope that everything goes well from now on.
*Hugs*
Hope everything goes well >_<...
I hope things go well with your mother's treatment, and I hope her mom is able to recover as well.
I'm so sorry to hear all that
Please stay strong bruv~
Give your family the support they need but don’t forget to take care of yourself. It’s incredibly sad what happened to your grandpa and uncle and things are looking bleak for your mother and grandmother. Cherish them. Be happy you got to know them. Use your support system.
I wish you better days.
Mega hope you get some really good news some time soon; youre way over due.
Mega hope your mum and grandmother make a good recovery <3
*sending love an big hugs*
Hope your mother would be treated well and make it through...
My sincere condolenses about your losses as well.
Also weirdly enough, my sister is also living in japan, but because of her studies she was kept in the dark about everything until the treatment was over <3 i know how that feels as well! Good thing tho she promised me sakura kitkats when she visits greece again!!!
Stay strong stacker! I hope i can say hi at EF again soon and when that time comes, i hope you will be in a happier time!