Getting an easier job... Finally.

A strong part of my stress and anxiety issues is my job. And so, I have decided to leave my department. I'm going to be doing less intense work. I'll be the Walmart greeter of our store, but still making what a pharmacy tech makes. Yay for technicality.

For a long time I thought I was a fucking moron. But when I'm home, I'm just as smart as I've ever been. When I'm at work, I'm an idiot. You'd swear I'd never done math before in my life. My coworkers seem to do just swell but me, I'm super stupid on the clock.

True, I'm wet behind the ears in a lot of realms. My art is proof I'm no pro. And I'm not really pro with anything. I think my selling point is my ability to talk and listen. Which doesn't feel like a whole, whole lot.

Anyway, I'm in a good mood now because of this. My vacation starts the week after next and then the shift begins.