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Life After Death
5 years ago
As some of you may know already that this year I lost my Mom. She passed away this summer. With that my whole world felt like it was crumbling.
Soon after her passing my so called “best friend” for the last 4 years stopped being my friend. She called me selfish, while wanting me to give her a room in my house for free. She turned out to be a secret hater. Why? I will never REALLY know, WHAT I DO KNO IS that I loved her and she turned on me. I still miss her. But like ....
So many things I thought would be staples in my life forever....it just crumbled away. And the world I once knew was forever changed.
October 15th , would have been my mother’s birthday. Sadly she didn’t live to see it. I had so many plans to honor her birthday. Instead I slept most of the day and got stupid drunk. It was much more painful than I anticipated. Even today, I Managed to bake a birthday 🎂 cake for her. And I couldn’t build up the strength to sing the happy birthday song. 😥😔 I managed to play some happy birthday songs on YouTube, took a few shots of sake and ate some cake. But nothing will ever feel the same.
That being said. I am slowly settling into accepting that things have changed and I must change with them. So yes I am working on art and I am even back to making digital art. And as you can see, my art is making HUGE improvements!! I’m very proud of that.
With that being said: You will see more art uploaded THIS WEEKEND!! I want to continue to showcase my work. And really put out a lot more than I have before. Time never meant too much until my mom passed away. Now I don’t feel like I don’t have enough time.
I cannot describe how thankful I am for all the support I have received during my hard time.
Thank you for allowing me to make artwork.
Thank you for the financial support of my art work
And just thank you for saving my soul. My life. My art.
I didn’t think it meant anything to anyone. I am glad that I am not right about this. I’m so fucking glad.
-ee
Soon after her passing my so called “best friend” for the last 4 years stopped being my friend. She called me selfish, while wanting me to give her a room in my house for free. She turned out to be a secret hater. Why? I will never REALLY know, WHAT I DO KNO IS that I loved her and she turned on me. I still miss her. But like ....
So many things I thought would be staples in my life forever....it just crumbled away. And the world I once knew was forever changed.
October 15th , would have been my mother’s birthday. Sadly she didn’t live to see it. I had so many plans to honor her birthday. Instead I slept most of the day and got stupid drunk. It was much more painful than I anticipated. Even today, I Managed to bake a birthday 🎂 cake for her. And I couldn’t build up the strength to sing the happy birthday song. 😥😔 I managed to play some happy birthday songs on YouTube, took a few shots of sake and ate some cake. But nothing will ever feel the same.
That being said. I am slowly settling into accepting that things have changed and I must change with them. So yes I am working on art and I am even back to making digital art. And as you can see, my art is making HUGE improvements!! I’m very proud of that.
With that being said: You will see more art uploaded THIS WEEKEND!! I want to continue to showcase my work. And really put out a lot more than I have before. Time never meant too much until my mom passed away. Now I don’t feel like I don’t have enough time.
I cannot describe how thankful I am for all the support I have received during my hard time.
Thank you for allowing me to make artwork.
Thank you for the financial support of my art work
And just thank you for saving my soul. My life. My art.
I didn’t think it meant anything to anyone. I am glad that I am not right about this. I’m so fucking glad.
-ee
Have a Blessed and Wonderful day
Just trying to focus on art and me.
Take the best care of yourself, be kind to yourself. She wants you to be happy and filled with love when you remember the good times you shared together. She doesn’t want you to be sad. Feel the pain and loss, acknowledge it, then let it go. Remember the joy and love and laughter, this honors her memory and let’s her live within your heart.