Update 13/11/2020
5 years ago
Hey guys
Been awhile since I made one of these general updates. 2020 has been a big roller-coaster ride for me (most likely for all of us). I haven't been drawing/streaming as much as I’ve used to because I've been very tired (+ my living situation has changed and has made my ability to draw NSFW art less frequent). Much has been going on in my personal life.
I've attempted art "breaks" before but I've always turned back on them pretty quick. I might have just changed my mind or I needed money not to drain my savings. The last batch of commissions I opened in September were made pretty much for that. I am now in better standing than before and I am quite happy and proud of the work I've completed this fall.
But I have to admit that I am exhausted. I have felt this way before. I need to make cuts in my life so I can fully focus on myself and most importantly to my studies.
I am going to try to take a break from social media, discord and porn. Porn seems to consume much of my life and thoughts so I really want to try detoxing myself from it and social media.
I really like this community and all my friends who partake in it someway or another. I am grateful for all the nice comments I've gotten and how some of you have given me a generous tip on top of a commission or even a donation. Thank you. I am not going to disappear and never come back. I'll be taking things slowly, drawing porn in my free time, offline.
I've been wanting to work on some personal projects regarding art and possibly some printed zines. I am not really sure where to post and share that art. I’ve only been sharing it on my private discord server. It is very different from my usual work.
I’ve always had bad days when I get depressed and think about these things. When I can’t really handle it all. I wrote the bulk of this update on one of those moments. Now I am a lot better but my opinion is still the same.
I do not know when I am going to open commissions again (I still do have 1 paid commission under the works). I can always add people there for future updates and notices regarding my commissions.
Thank you for all the support. Stay safe.
-Neoncel
Been awhile since I made one of these general updates. 2020 has been a big roller-coaster ride for me (most likely for all of us). I haven't been drawing/streaming as much as I’ve used to because I've been very tired (+ my living situation has changed and has made my ability to draw NSFW art less frequent). Much has been going on in my personal life.
I've attempted art "breaks" before but I've always turned back on them pretty quick. I might have just changed my mind or I needed money not to drain my savings. The last batch of commissions I opened in September were made pretty much for that. I am now in better standing than before and I am quite happy and proud of the work I've completed this fall.
But I have to admit that I am exhausted. I have felt this way before. I need to make cuts in my life so I can fully focus on myself and most importantly to my studies.
I am going to try to take a break from social media, discord and porn. Porn seems to consume much of my life and thoughts so I really want to try detoxing myself from it and social media.
I really like this community and all my friends who partake in it someway or another. I am grateful for all the nice comments I've gotten and how some of you have given me a generous tip on top of a commission or even a donation. Thank you. I am not going to disappear and never come back. I'll be taking things slowly, drawing porn in my free time, offline.
I've been wanting to work on some personal projects regarding art and possibly some printed zines. I am not really sure where to post and share that art. I’ve only been sharing it on my private discord server. It is very different from my usual work.
I’ve always had bad days when I get depressed and think about these things. When I can’t really handle it all. I wrote the bulk of this update on one of those moments. Now I am a lot better but my opinion is still the same.
I do not know when I am going to open commissions again (I still do have 1 paid commission under the works). I can always add people there for future updates and notices regarding my commissions.
Thank you for all the support. Stay safe.
-Neoncel
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