Where should I start .. Actually, 2020 was supposed to be a great year, then a lot turned out differently than expected.
I do not want to go into any further detail now, as I had written enough about the incident. But I would like to share some news.

The most important thing: The buyer who never received his package has now received a full refund!
I handed the remaining amount over to a lawyer on Friday, who will pass it on as a trustee.
So I don't need to worry anymore that a fraud complaint will ruin my future.

Not everything has been clarified at the moment, but things are definitely looking better than they were a few weeks ago.
As many had noticed, my fursuits were offered for sale, but the sale never happened!
Three of my suits are currently pawned and stored safely at friends places, only one is completely sold.

Some friends have even supported me with a donation, a total of almost 600 €,
which I really appreciate in the current time when many are worried about their job and the future.
Thank you so much! 🤗

I paid the remaining sum that was still missing with the help of a personal loan now.
Now I'm going to focus on the lawsuit to get the money back, which the insurance still owes me.

But so much for the financial part, now for what I actually wanted to say. And that's just: Thank you! ❤️
I never thought that I know so many people who I could really call friends!
There were many who wrote to me after my journal, be it to offer help or just to write me a few words of encouragement.

Some have said that if I leave they will not accept it. Thanks for that, I would probably tell it friends the same way!

As last thing I have to mention something else at this point..
A few knew about it, but for many years I was thinking of my first fursuit, which I got just before the EF17.
Since a few adjustments still had to be made, it stayed at home at the time, then it was destroyed before I could even take it to an event.
Two good friends first created a new drawing of it, and a short time later it was clear that it will be made again as a fursuit. Many thanks for the loving work on Arvin at this point!

And then there was Aotora, who decided to be the big brother for “Phobos” in the future and so “Deimos” was created. Thank you for the long phone calls, you listened to me and told me that everything will be fine. Thank you for convincing me to keep going. I think a lot would have turned out differently without our conversations.

To come to an end.
I haven't written much in public for a while, but I'm fine so far and I'm grateful to have so many great friends!

Thank you all! ❤️

(And just to prevent speculations. Anyone who has ever ordered a fursuit knows that you don't just buy it spontanously. In this case, both suits were planned and work in progress at the beginning of the year and almost finished before all the problems were foreseeable. To support me, Aotora paid the shipping costs that still had to be paid.)