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Under A Lot of Stress
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Hello everyone! I hope all of you are doing well.
First and foremost, I'd like to thank everyone who has donated and spread the word of my fundraiser to get the CPAP machine for my obstructive sleep apnea. I am greatly thankful and it's almost halfway there to achieving the goal. It's a great pleasure knowing that there is a community out there willing to help someone in need when they can.
I am writing this journal to think aloud lately. I am just under a lot of stress of a lot of changes needed happen in my life. Firstly, the machine I am getting which helps me improve my sleep which will in turn provide a boost of energy during the day. Additionally, I need to lose weight to just stop all this medical issues that are swarming towards me because I am quite worried of it myself. I have been falling sick a lot lately and been feeling weak to even draw. I have not been drawing lately and I hate it. It hurts to draw because my hand gets cramped up and weak after some time of drawing. Thirdly, I need a better PC because my laptop is slowly dying. I can't stream on it anymore, the screen is leaking fluids and it's just getting old from it all.
I am just worried that I may not get the machine or I may not be able to lower my weight or may not to replace my PC in time and it has just put me under a great amount of stress. I worry about these things every day. As much as I am taking action for a lot of my issues, there's only so much I can do. I am just one person.
Well, thank you if you read up to this point. I am just writing this to put my thoughts out because I can't really hold it in anymore. I feel like I am out of luck or am undeserving of the things I want to get especially when I work so hard at my real job to get the things I want. It's just extremely tiring honestly and I jut don't know what to do. I hope everyone is having a great December at least.
If you still want to help donate; you can do so here: https://goget.fund/38SOpht
Thanks for reading this journal. I appreciate the concern from everyone if you're willing to show it. Have a great December, stay in and stay safe.
First and foremost, I'd like to thank everyone who has donated and spread the word of my fundraiser to get the CPAP machine for my obstructive sleep apnea. I am greatly thankful and it's almost halfway there to achieving the goal. It's a great pleasure knowing that there is a community out there willing to help someone in need when they can.
I am writing this journal to think aloud lately. I am just under a lot of stress of a lot of changes needed happen in my life. Firstly, the machine I am getting which helps me improve my sleep which will in turn provide a boost of energy during the day. Additionally, I need to lose weight to just stop all this medical issues that are swarming towards me because I am quite worried of it myself. I have been falling sick a lot lately and been feeling weak to even draw. I have not been drawing lately and I hate it. It hurts to draw because my hand gets cramped up and weak after some time of drawing. Thirdly, I need a better PC because my laptop is slowly dying. I can't stream on it anymore, the screen is leaking fluids and it's just getting old from it all.
I am just worried that I may not get the machine or I may not be able to lower my weight or may not to replace my PC in time and it has just put me under a great amount of stress. I worry about these things every day. As much as I am taking action for a lot of my issues, there's only so much I can do. I am just one person.
Well, thank you if you read up to this point. I am just writing this to put my thoughts out because I can't really hold it in anymore. I feel like I am out of luck or am undeserving of the things I want to get especially when I work so hard at my real job to get the things I want. It's just extremely tiring honestly and I jut don't know what to do. I hope everyone is having a great December at least.
If you still want to help donate; you can do so here: https://goget.fund/38SOpht
Thanks for reading this journal. I appreciate the concern from everyone if you're willing to show it. Have a great December, stay in and stay safe.
Keep reaching out, and hang in there! You don't need to justify your stress or emotions to anyone <3