I'm sorry i've wasted your time with small talk. I would have liked to become better friends, but if you haven't read a recent journal, i struggle heavily with social anxiety. I just needed to throw this out there. I apologize if i annoyed anyone with any small talk then immediately go silent. I wish i had more to talk about, but unfortunately i'm pretty dull and can't offer much to talk about. Anyways, i'm gonna wrap up this journal here. I just need to let this out, cause it's not good for me to bottle something up for so long. I hope you all have a nice day/evening.