Bit of the ol' manic depression huh? Thats rough my dude, my mum has that but its really manageable. Its been a hard year for anyone with mental health issues, I feel you.
I've been feeling similarly lately. Like, I make a living drawing dicks and boobs, and now here I am, feeling like a dumbass because I can't do the ONE thing I'm supposed to be doing.
it's an awful color but tastes nice
Seriously tho, take a break!
hope y'all feel better