I've been going through some emotional stuff as of late... it really feels as though my parents don't care about my emotional state and just want to push me off the deep end, plus with work, its been nothing but non-stop day shifts standing still and shuffling groceries day in and day out...

I feel like I don't get things often too... like I feel like I'm pushing people away for no reason, if only because I've been pushed away for the entirety of my up brining, by a family who passive aggressively scolds me for being different and not into the things they like

I just... feel so alone...