Hey everyone. Felt like posting this since I bet most of you are wondering how I'm doing after the situation. It's been ok with just a constant mild depression that always seems to be there. The first month of the year went by pretty normally. Nothing major happened. I was saddened by the attack on the capitol and it shows how destroyed our country is. I started my second half of high school and we recorded our band group for a band contest. It was fairly fun. I still feel worthless and not worthy of living after what happened but I'm still trudging along pretending everything is going to be alright. I'm fine right in terms of just doing daily stuff. Thanks to all my friends still supporting me. I can't thank you enough.