Mostly I just draw expecting it to not look great. It's more for the sake of expressing the idea, really.

Sorry to hear

sounds like someone needs a change of pace. take a long break. That might help.

it sounds more like perhaps you need a break from things. But if at any point you decide to art, these are the three things I tend to do or thoughts I live by:
-if you draw with music, best draw to music without lyrics. On YouTube there are 3 hour relaxation video game music compilations that work well for this.
-dont draw for other people, draw for yourself. There are multiple parts to this, one is that you don't have to hold yourself to a standard (because what you are drawing isn't for someone else, you can make mistakes), two is simply that it is more mentally freeing (knowing someone isn't waiting on art you said you would try and make) and three the perfectionism tends to take a backseat "doesn't matter if its perfect, it's for me, just a trial".
-dont inform your following when you are going to art, it puts pressure on yourself to perform.

Hope you feel better after some rest!

well i can't exactly do the second part as i already owe stuff x.x

You just need a good long break ^^ have a step back and focus on you for a little bit. And whenever you feel, you can come back