As some may know, Im on hiatus on my Telegram. Right now I need a break because I feel I am playing a losing battle. In my personal life, I play therapist to my father whose ex boyfriend was manipulative, hot-headed, and used him and would run when the going got even mildly tough.

Right now, the ex is being hospitalized due to a weird skin condition, bulging lower spine, and an allergic reaction that almost caused him to stop breathing. This weekend I was staying at my brother’s place,  FortuneOtter because being with my brother helps me recharge my emotional batteries. Thing is, while the medical mellow-drama occurred, my father had to text and call to give me every detail of what was going on, thus emotionally exhausting me in the one place I had to go to escape the drama.

My father has made my safe haven as dramatic and toxic as he has made my “home.” Despite the ex telling pops that he loved him but was never IN LOVE with him, if he survives, I know my pops would bend over backwards to have him again despite being toxic.


So...for now...I am taking a break from things. I dont know how to handle this anymore, and the one place I go to feel safe...isnt safe anymore...