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.: Update :. Things Are Going Better
4 years ago
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So, I'm here to update you all.
Things are going good, I have been off twitter since Thursday I think...
Its been nice, I am doing a lot better, its been helping a lot, I like hanging out on Instagram, and posting on there.
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I know I posted that I was going to leave FA, but I think for now I'm going to stay on here, and start working on art again, I feel motivated to do it. I just have been in a weird head space lately, but I'm doing better, I dont think I will ever go back to Twitter, I think about it, but being off of there has helped so much. I feel like I've finally gotten away from the drama, and I feel like I am finally putting the past behind me.
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I spoke to an old friend, whom we had a very bad falling out - about a year ago, and I definitely have missed her. <3
We decided to give each-other a clean slate and put the past behind us. And even just talking to her again has been so nice.
We've spent today and yesterday catching up on the last year we haven't talked and its been nice. Talking about hard subjects and just explaining ourselves to one another, its nice.
I feel like a new part of my life is opening up and being able to put the past behind me is a huge step forward in the right direction. I think for now she is the only one I will be communicating with, for now, I dont know. There is still a lot of damage that was done from me and others and I feel like some things you cant go back to. But being able to talk to this friend, has been so nice.
I am so glad we have been able to talk.
I cant wait to see where the road leads us :)
sam-firewolf
Thank you again for taking a chance on me, and being willing to put the past once and for all behind us. You have no idea how much it means to me <3
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Health News:
I went in to get my stomach checked, and they drew my blood.
My blood came back bad, my liver enzymes are supposed to be 0-32, and my liver enzymes where 70.
So, I'm up to 2 liver pills a day, and on a very strong anti-acid that seems to be helping my stomach as well. I'm definitely, cautiously feeling better.
So I have to go for a ultrasound of my belly, and then I may have to have a scope if my stomach doesnt get better.
So yeah something is causing my liver now to act up as well, it could be a fluke but we arent sure. So I have to have another blood draw on 2 pills a day, in four weeks.
I am so blessed that my liver specialist is still supporting me even though I am out of the country. It makes dealing with all of this a helluva lot easier.
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So yeah, thats where I am up to at this point, waiting to see what happens with my stomach, the ultrasound and my liver.
Been working around the house and trying to stay positive and its been pretty nice. Yesterday was a good day, I have been hanging out in our campervan on nice days and just enjoying the outdoors :)
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Things are looking up, finally, even if sometimes they dont feel like it.
sam-firewolf