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RIP Asiri Haven 5/3/2021
4 years ago
Ive Been chocked up all day bout this piece of news... around midday I discovered a post that lead me to the detail that Asiri Haven Had passed away, and so I wrote this with a heavy heart.
I feel angry, guilty and sad, angry at her and at myself , for not seeing this coming,being powerless to help, for her doing something dumb, I Ask myself "Why?" Then realizing that she is the only one that can answers that. Guilty that I did not say anything to her for a month, thinking that she is just giving me the cold shoulder as normal. After almost a month I heard that she got hurt and so I messaged, with no replay. Today I messaged her again only to find the news and realize that she will never be reading my text again </3
She was one of the first FA friends I made to commission art with, little did i know what was going on behind the screen.
I knew her for years but did not really "KNOW" her. I have never meet her face to face yet I've been crying most my day. Asiri has been part of life for over 10 years. And it saddens me to know that she is no longer with us.
From a Mariner Rat to the Gamer Girl Yeen Queen ... Fair Winds And Following Seas to you Lass.
I pray and hope in what ever plain of existence you are in now, that we meet again. It is never goodbye, only see you later. ~
I feel angry, guilty and sad, angry at her and at myself , for not seeing this coming,being powerless to help, for her doing something dumb, I Ask myself "Why?" Then realizing that she is the only one that can answers that. Guilty that I did not say anything to her for a month, thinking that she is just giving me the cold shoulder as normal. After almost a month I heard that she got hurt and so I messaged, with no replay. Today I messaged her again only to find the news and realize that she will never be reading my text again </3
She was one of the first FA friends I made to commission art with, little did i know what was going on behind the screen.
I knew her for years but did not really "KNOW" her. I have never meet her face to face yet I've been crying most my day. Asiri has been part of life for over 10 years. And it saddens me to know that she is no longer with us.
From a Mariner Rat to the Gamer Girl Yeen Queen ... Fair Winds And Following Seas to you Lass.
I pray and hope in what ever plain of existence you are in now, that we meet again. It is never goodbye, only see you later. ~
And yeah, I certainly understand the questioning and the guilt too. We've likely been asking ourselves the same questions if we dug into it.
She's gonna be missed, missed hard for sure. If you ever want to talk about it, hit me up, man.