Hi Guys

In the last few days I re-listened to the book and paid more attention to the timeline and other missed details and got a much more rounded version of the story. I loved the story so much and love it even more now. I really hope that there is going to be a continuation of the story to see what happens to the main characters after being college freshmen, as well as the rest of the characters. My imagination has already thought up some plotlines but some may consider them to be a bit dark.

As far as the emotional battles I found myself having last week, I was fortunate enough to be able to talk things out with some very close friends and it made me feel much better as my friends were able to open my eyes and guide me into a calmer frame of mind. I feel amazing now and things seem a lot clearer now even though I still have a couple of issues I need to work out in my head but this will take some time. I have received so many calls, IM's and messages from people who care about me and it makes me feel so lucky to have such caring friends. This is what keeps me going and I thank you all more than words can express.

I also found out that so many more people who have read this story feel the exact same way as I do, meaning i'm not alone in searching through the feeling in my head. It feels good to know that i'm not the crazy person I thought I was.