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4 years ago
Alright then, here we go, let us spin this circus up ONE MORE TIME!
Everything with my dad got resolved, he's doing well, and recovering. He's having a bit of a rough time managing his new leg, but he is happy with it and he's not in near so much pain, so that's good.
In February, I was *officially - finally on paper -* diagnosed with an Autoimmune disorder, and Polyarthralgia. Polyarthralgia is like arthritis in several joints all at once. Pain, swelling, enflamed nerves, all the fun stuff.
In March, I dealt with a massive Kidney infection that almost drove me insane, but it got handled over the next few weeks, and saw to me recovering well.
In May, my landlords told me they were selling the house I live in. I'm upset, but I can't blame them, they don't want to deal with a property so far away anymore. And it isn't a bad thing for them. I'm upset, but it's not them being malicious.
That said - the first lady who looked at the house wanted to buy it. For herself to live in. What that means is that I have to move.
The stress of being so afraid of losing not only my house, but having to rehome my animals ( which I will probably have to do ) put me in the hospital last week. I've gotten out, and recovered, but fuck it all man -- it's exhausting. The situation has put me in a vicious downward spiral, and I had to make an emergency appointment with my therapist because it's bad to contemplate jumping off bridges.
On top of all of this, I'm having to seriously consider having my eldest doggo put down sometime soon. He's become incontinent to the point that he'll make a mess while he's asleep, and just sleep in it - and through it - and be covered in mess when morning comes. His mind is willing and playful as ever, but his body - he has cancer - is failing him. And I just don't want to make him suffer, or make him have to continue living out days where he sleeps in his own mess even if he gets a bath every day because of it.
If you guys wanna donate, or help out, or anything ... here is my Ko-fi. Give it a boost, or repost my tweets when I go live for streaming.
https://ko-fi.com/shouyousei
Everything with my dad got resolved, he's doing well, and recovering. He's having a bit of a rough time managing his new leg, but he is happy with it and he's not in near so much pain, so that's good.
In February, I was *officially - finally on paper -* diagnosed with an Autoimmune disorder, and Polyarthralgia. Polyarthralgia is like arthritis in several joints all at once. Pain, swelling, enflamed nerves, all the fun stuff.
In March, I dealt with a massive Kidney infection that almost drove me insane, but it got handled over the next few weeks, and saw to me recovering well.
In May, my landlords told me they were selling the house I live in. I'm upset, but I can't blame them, they don't want to deal with a property so far away anymore. And it isn't a bad thing for them. I'm upset, but it's not them being malicious.
That said - the first lady who looked at the house wanted to buy it. For herself to live in. What that means is that I have to move.
The stress of being so afraid of losing not only my house, but having to rehome my animals ( which I will probably have to do ) put me in the hospital last week. I've gotten out, and recovered, but fuck it all man -- it's exhausting. The situation has put me in a vicious downward spiral, and I had to make an emergency appointment with my therapist because it's bad to contemplate jumping off bridges.
On top of all of this, I'm having to seriously consider having my eldest doggo put down sometime soon. He's become incontinent to the point that he'll make a mess while he's asleep, and just sleep in it - and through it - and be covered in mess when morning comes. His mind is willing and playful as ever, but his body - he has cancer - is failing him. And I just don't want to make him suffer, or make him have to continue living out days where he sleeps in his own mess even if he gets a bath every day because of it.
If you guys wanna donate, or help out, or anything ... here is my Ko-fi. Give it a boost, or repost my tweets when I go live for streaming.
https://ko-fi.com/shouyousei
As far as the puppers goes it sad to see them suffer and its always difficult to make that decision, me I hate having to make it its the most heartbreaking thing to do.
Take care and I hope everything works out.